Thursday, July 25, 2013

My Life's Motto

Yesterday I alluded to one of my favorite life lessons as I discerned with the Poor Clares.  After searching through the archives I found the original entry in one of my Christmas daybook posts aptly titled Our Finest Gifts We Bring.

If you've read this before you may skip to tomorrow's post, tomorrow :-) 

I am seriously pondering...that moment many years ago when my then 4-year-old cried after listening to the Little Drummer Boy.  He was saddened that the drummer boy had nothing to give the baby Jesus.  I have felt similarly many times in my life that I suffer the same fate - that there is nothing (good) for me to give this God who gives me everything.  Just then I am reminded of this little story I tell people (too) often - when I was discerning a vocation to the monastic life. Mother Abbess, in her infinite wisdom, told me that the monastery is not a hiding place, we only find there what we bring. And it is so in life, isn't it, you find what you bring.  These words still save me from a life of pity-parties. So say a few Ave's for me as I (struggle and) strive each day to bring the Lord my finest gifts - the fruits of my calling as mother, wife, friend, sister, daughter and child of God. 

2 comments:

  1. You give your beautiful self every day. Praying for you.

    Your post reminded me of a Nicole Mullen song titled Lamb of God. The chorus is:
    Oh Lamb of God
    Oh Prince of Peace
    What tribute shall I bring to worship thee?
    I have no gold to lay at your feet
    So Lamb of God I offer me

    It's an awesome song. Google it. And email me when you're ready for a date.

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    1. I will definitely google it, maybe my children even know it they are the praise music aficionados over here. I'll be ready for that date when I get back from Canada, keep praying!

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